Started at back at Slimming World today. My weight was exactly the same as posted on Sunday, except they round to the nearest half pound.
I decided to do the photo diary thing as well, hence the pic.
My first thought looking at this is that I really need to sort my hair out. The second is that I'm not so much pear shaped as triangular. When I loose weight I loose it from everywhere, but when I put it on it goes on my legs. Yo-yoing had basically dragged my center of gravity south.
The other thing that this photo does is really highlight just how much denial I have about my weight. Anorexics see a fat body when there isn't one. I see, if not a thin body, then someone more in proportion, a bit taller, less of a double chin, not so obvious a spare tire and generally less bulgy. I think it's because I unconsciously pose in the mirror for best effect. I look for what I want to see. I fool myself into thinking my weight is "a bit more than I'd like it to be but not really a problem". In fact, this photo is the one that had the most flattering pose.
If I'm going to be honest and open to really changing I should post one of the rejected ones...
Okay (*grumble*), here goes:
I don't think I need to say anything.
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