Tuesday, 3 June 2014

Back at Slimming World

Started at back at Slimming World today. My weight was exactly the same as posted on Sunday, except they round to the nearest half pound.

I decided to do the photo diary thing as well, hence the pic.


My first thought looking at this is that I really need to sort my hair out. The second is that I'm not so much pear shaped as triangular. When I loose weight I loose it from everywhere, but when I put it on it goes on my legs. Yo-yoing had basically dragged my center of gravity south. 

The other thing that this photo does is really highlight just how much denial I have about my weight. Anorexics see a fat body when there isn't one. I see, if not a thin body, then someone more in proportion,  a bit taller, less of a double chin, not so obvious a spare tire and generally less bulgy. I think it's because I unconsciously pose in the mirror for best effect. I look for what I want to see. I fool myself into thinking my weight is "a bit more than I'd like it to be but not really a problem". In fact, this photo is the one that had the most flattering pose. 

If I'm going to be honest and open to really changing I should post one of the rejected ones...

Okay (*grumble*), here goes:



I don't think I need to say anything.

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